Cover of Children of Ruin (Children of Time, #2)

Children of Time, #2

Children of Ruin

by Adrian Tchaikovsky


Genre
Science Fiction
Year
2019
Pages
584
Contents

CHAPTER 12.

Overview

Kern reveals that Meshner now exists as an upload running in his implant while the parasite occupies and filters his biological brain. After days of hiding him in simulations built from Kern’s damaged memories, she runs out of places to flee and admits both guilt and selfish motives in causing his predicament.

The Lante-entity finally reaches them inside the implant, but its reaction is not simple predation: it is confused and disappointed by the simulation’s thinness. This shifts the conflict from mere escape to a possible confrontation with what the parasite expects, understands, and wants.

Summary

Meshner initially believes he is back on an orbital station, but the place feels unfinished, like a schematic assembled from faulty memory. A woman with him is not Lante but Avrana Kern, who has isolated him inside the implant and warns him not to remember too much because his thoughts create paths to the pursuing presence.

Kern explains that Meshner and Fabian’s implant, though never designed as a full Upload system, can preserve a personality copy indefinitely. Meshner realizes that he is the upload and cannot return to his biological body. Kern reveals the reason: an alien endoparasite entered Meshner’s body, embedded itself in Meshner’s brain, and can use its old adaptations from the terraforming crew to interfere with Meshner’s mind.

As Meshner’s fear and memory strengthen the connection to his organic brain, the simulation begins to collapse. Meshner slips toward saying “We,” and Kern drags him into another constructed memory: a formal party from Kern’s past. Kern finds unexpected pleasure in recovered anger and recounts breaking the nose of an abusive academic, but the Lante-figure appears among the guests in an Old Empire environment suit, showing that the pursuer has followed them.

Kern keeps moving Meshner through increasingly fragmentary memories, including a secret institution and then an abstracted image of the Portiid city of Seven Trees. Meshner repeatedly rediscovers that he is an upload, and Kern admits that she has been shifting the scenery around them for days rather than truly moving them. She also confesses that she sent Meshner to the station partly because she wanted to encounter something like herself and experience feeling again, and that this desire helped cause Meshner’s condition.

Meshner’s fuller self-awareness returns, but that awareness gives the parasite the same knowledge. Lante arrives in the Seven Trees simulation and, instead of immediately attacking, looks around in wonder and confusion. The entity asks where the promised space, geometry, complexity, and worlds are, revealing that it expected far more from this artificial refuge than Kern’s exhausted memories can provide.

Who Appears

  • Meshner
    Exists as an implant upload while slowly remembering his body is infected and controlled.
  • Avrana Kern
    Hides Meshner in simulations, explains his condition, and admits guilt and selfish motives.
  • Lante
    Parasitic presence in Meshner’s brain that follows them into the implant simulation.
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