Cover of Martyr!

Martyr!

by Akbar Kaveh


Genre
Fiction, Contemporary, Gay and Lesbian, Poetry
Year
2024
Pages
352
Contents

[For as long…]

Overview

This chapter delivers Cyrus's origin story: his lifelong insomnia and night terrors, and the death of his mother Roya aboard Iran Air Flight 655, shot down by the USS Vincennes in 1988. Widowed and consumed by rage, his father Ali flees Tehran with infant Cyrus to take a chicken farm job in Indiana. The chapter establishes the foundational trauma and political wound shaping Cyrus's obsession with meaningful death.

Summary

The chapter opens with Cyrus's reflections on sleep as a strange, performative act—a faith-based surrender that the body demands nightly under threat of madness or death. Cyrus has always seen waking as the only true state, and sleep as a poisoning enemy he resents.

Cyrus has been a terrible sleeper since infancy. As a baby in Iran, he barely slept, prompting his father Ali to fear a disability. As Cyrus grew, his sleeplessness worsened into violent night terrors, leaving Ali to rock, beg, change wet sheets, and shoulder extra laundry costs. Ali silently felt the universe owed him an easier child, given that his wife Roya had been taken from him only months after Cyrus's birth.

The narrative recounts Roya's death: in July 1988, she boarded Iran Air Flight 655 to visit her ailing brother Arash in Dubai, leaving infant Cyrus behind because she felt he was too young to fly. The U.S. Navy warship USS Vincennes shot the plane down with surface-to-air missiles, killing all 290 passengers, including 66 children. Cyrus was spared only by Roya's decision to leave him home.

Flashing further back, the chapter explains that Ali had wanted a child more than Roya did; Roya doubted she could match her own mother's natural warmth. Cyrus was born on March 13, 1988, just before Nowruz, in a quick, quiet birth. Ali wept and praised God; they named the solemn baby Cyrus.

After Roya's death, Ali was overwhelmed by grief, rage, and the suffocating pity of family and friends. He resented covered dishes, stock condolences, and political anger that felt foreign to his own bottomless fury. Arash, already damaged by the Iran-Iraq War, fell into incoherent grief. Ali began drinking, smoking, hardening. Seeing a flyer for a chicken farm job in Indiana requiring no English, he sold nearly everything, packed a single trunk, and emigrated with infant Cyrus to Fort Wayne, Indiana, beginning their American life sleepless and exposed.

Who Appears

  • Cyrus Shams
    As an infant and child, a chronically sleepless boy plagued by night terrors; spared from his mother's flight by being too young.
  • Ali Shams
    Cyrus's father; widowed, enraged, and exhausted by his sleepless son, he sells everything and emigrates to Indiana for a chicken farm job.
  • Roya Shams
    Cyrus's mother; ambivalent about motherhood, killed aboard Iran Air Flight 655 en route to visit her brother in Dubai.
  • Arash
    Roya's brother, already damaged by the Iran-Iraq War; devastated into incoherent howling grief by news of her death.
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