Cover of Martyr!

Martyr!

by Akbar Kaveh


Genre
Fiction, Contemporary, Gay and Lesbian, Poetry
Year
2024
Pages
352
Contents

Roya Shams (order 92)

Overview

Narrated by Roya, this chapter recounts the deepening of her affair with Leila in Tehran while their husbands are away camping. A drunken phone call from Ali and Gilgamesh prompts Leila to mock her husband, then put on a Rolling Stones record. Dancing, kissing, and finally fully consummating their relationship, Roya and Leila collapse all separations between them, marking a decisive turn in Roya's awakening.

Summary

In Tehran, August 1987, Roya recounts the aftermath of her first kiss with Leila, describing it as a word that translated more like 'heaven' than 'sky.' The next night, Ali and Gilgamesh call from their camping trip, drunk and joking, with Ali laughing about Gilgamesh nearly shooting his own foot. Roya warns Ali to be careful about drinking while Leila browses Ali's contraband rock records, reacting playfully to the album covers.

When Gilgamesh asks to speak to Leila, she takes the phone, rolls her eyes, and silently pantomimes snapping off a finger—a gesture Roya doesn't recognize but reads as defiant. After hanging up, Leila puts on a Rolling Stones record and pulls Roya in to dance. Roya, overwhelmed, whispers that she wishes it weren't so hard to be good and that she is exhausted; Leila answers that she sees and knows.

Leila replays the song repeatedly, kneeling to kiss Roya's ankles, shins, knees, hands, and wrists. When she finally lets the song end into silence, the two come together completely, with Roya describing the dissolution of every separation between them—music, country, clothes, fear, history—as their affair becomes physical.

Who Appears

  • Roya Shams
    Narrator; pregnant wife of Ali, deepening her secret affair with Leila while exhausted and conflicted about being 'good.'
  • Leila
    Gilgamesh's wife; bold and tender lover who initiates dancing and physical intimacy with Roya.
  • Ali
    Roya's husband; calls drunkenly from a camping trip, joking about Gilgamesh's near-accident.
  • Gilgamesh
    Leila's husband and Ali's friend; drunk on the camping trip, briefly speaks to Leila by phone.
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