Cover of Martyr!

Martyr!

by Akbar Kaveh


Genre
Fiction, Contemporary, Gay and Lesbian, Poetry
Year
2024
Pages
352
Contents

Roya Shams (order 80)

Overview

In Tehran in August 1987, Roya recounts the pivotal moment when Leila pulled her into a side alley off the Tajrish bazaar, told her to listen for angels drumming beneath the earth, and kissed her. The kiss reorients Roya's understanding of her own life and desires, opening her to a sense of freedom and possibility she had never known.

Summary

In Tehran, August 1987, while their husbands are away on a camping trip, Roya recounts being swept along by Leila's bold, restless energy through Bazaar-e Tajrish. The bazaar bustles with vendors selling flowers, kabobs, sweets, and carpets, with an old woman and her daughter cooking nearby.

Leila abruptly pulls Roya into a thin, dirty side alley ending in brick apartments. She kneels and presses her ear to the asphalt, insisting Roya listen for angels and djinn drumming beneath the earth. Hesitant and self-conscious, Roya kneels too but hears nothing, feeling embarrassed and excluded from Leila's vision. Leila taps out a rhythm and explains one must listen beneath the sounds.

To demonstrate her point, Leila takes Roya's finger and places it on her own closed eyelid, showing how the closed eye still searches for Roya's face, then says that is how she has been searching for Roya. She leans in and kisses Roya on the lips. Despite the risk of being seen, Roya kisses her back; the kiss lasts only seconds but reorients Roya's entire sense of her life, like a painting flipped right-side up.

Leila pulls away and apologizes, but Roya tells her not to be sorry, saying she now understands the eye and the angels' drums. They rise and rejoin the bazaar's ordinary bustle. Roya reflects that after this first kiss, she would have accepted any possibility or wonder offered to her.

Who Appears

  • Roya Shams
    Narrator recalling 1987 Tehran; hesitant, awakened by Leila's kiss into a sense of clarity and freedom.
  • Leila
    Roya's bold, poetic friend who pulls her into an alley, speaks of angels drumming, and initiates their first kiss.
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