Death of the Author
by Nnedi Okorafor
Contents
38: Palm Oil
Overview
Zelu navigates Nigerian family dynamics, harassment, and homecoming as she travels from Lagos to her father's village in the southeast. After being demeaned by men in a hotel lobby and rescued by her aunt, she journeys under armed guard to visit her father's grave, encountering both warm welcome and harsh judgment from relatives, including Grand-Uncle Pious. The chapter culminates in her grief at finding her family's ancestral home in ruins and her vow to restore it, defying patriarchal tradition.
Summary
In a Lagos hotel lobby, Zelu is harassed by a group of upper-class men, particularly one in green sneakers who mocks her as a "crippled spinster" and questions her ability to have children. Her Auntie Mary arrives, fiercely defends her, and announces Zelu as a princess of the Ikeri clan, scaring the men off. Mary takes Zelu to her uncle Ralph's mansion in Victoria Island, where Uncle Ralph admires her exos and insightfully tells her that her parents disapprove because she has "rewritten her narrative" since publishing her book.
The next day, Zelu travels with Uncle Onyemobi, Hugo, Marcy, and Uchenna to Port Harcourt, attempting to keep a low profile by using a wheelchair and plain clothes. They arrive at Onyemobi's village house under armed military guard, a precaution that unsettles Zelu. Locals at the house mock her exos, Hugo, and Marcy. That night, Zelu retreats to her room, missing Msizi and unable to write the long-awaited second book.
The following morning, Zelu is driven to her Auntie Udoka's house to visit her father's grave. Udoka greets her joyfully, while Uncle Chinedu disapproves of her exos, calling them "unnatural." Over a beloved childhood meal of egg stew, plantain, and Fanta, Zelu is overwhelmed by nostalgia and grief.
In the backyard, Grand-Uncle Pious appears, his arms red from pressing palm oil. He critiques her writing and her exos, claiming her unmarried status results from her storytelling, and offers to save her soul as an ordained pastor. He calls her "foolish, strange" and says she is like her father — which Zelu takes as praise.
The group walks to her parents' former house, trailed by curious village boys. Zelu is devastated to find the once-beautiful family home in severe disrepair, neglected since her father's death. She vows to restore it herself, defying Igbo patriarchal tradition that placed responsibility on her brother Tolu. Visiting her father's modest gravestone, she speaks awkwardly to him, feeling the weight of memory and absence, and for the first time in her life, feels old.
Who Appears
- ZeluProtagonist; navigates harassment, family judgment, and grief while visiting her father's village and grave.
- Auntie MaryZelu's loud, fiercely protective aunt in Lagos who confronts the men harassing her.
- Uncle RalphZelu's worldly, charismatic uncle who admires her exos and articulates that she has rewritten her narrative.
- Uncle OnyemobiZelu's older cousin who arranges secure travel and lodging in the southeast village.
- UchennaFriend traveling with Zelu; reflects on his own family's village he can no longer safely visit.
- HugoFriend with prosthetic legs accompanying Zelu; mocked by villagers along with her.
- MarcyFriend traveling with Zelu; nervously vapes and is mocked by locals.
- Auntie UdokaZelu's father's oldest sister; warmly welcomes Zelu and serves her beloved egg stew.
- Uncle ChineduZelu's father's younger brother; calls her exos "unnatural" and disapproves of her choices.
- Grand-Uncle PiousSkinny pastor and palm oil presser; critiques Zelu's writing, exos, and unmarried status, offering to save her soul.
- Green SneakersHotel lobby harasser who mocks Zelu as a "crippled spinster" before being shamed by Auntie Mary.
- MohammedFamily driver who is a devoted fan of Zelu's book.