Knockemout, #3
Things We Left Behind
by Lucy Score
Contents
Overview
Lucy Score's Things We Left Behind centers on Sloane Walton, a grieving small-town librarian whose life is upended by her father's death, a renewed desire for family, and the return of Lucian Rollins, the powerful and guarded man she has loved and fought with since adolescence.
Sloane and Lucian are bound by a traumatic past neither has fully forgiven. As Sloane channels her father's legacy into community work and a prison-justice case, Lucian's secretive war against crime boss Anthony Hugo brings danger closer to Knockemout. Their central conflict is both external and intimate: whether two people shaped by fear, loyalty, and old wounds can trust each other enough to build a future.
The novel blends romance, suspense, found family, and small-town humor, exploring grief, trauma, second chances, chosen community, and the courage required to stop protecting love by pushing it away.
Plot Summary ⚠️ Spoilers
Sloane Walton begins the story mourning her father, Simon Walton, whose funeral gathers family, friends, and much of Knockemout. Simon's death leaves Sloane unmoored and unexpectedly focused on motherhood and legacy. Lucian Rollins, her wealthy, intimidating former neighbor, reenters her life with brusque care: he feeds her, checks on her, and accepts Karen Walton's gratitude for help he has quietly given the family. Sloane senses that Lucian is hiding more than kindness, and their old hostility immediately resurfaces.
Lucian is also entangled in a dangerous investigation. From his childhood house and later his Washington, D.C. firm, he works with federal contacts against crime boss Anthony Hugo, whose network includes laundering, intimidation, and informants. Lucian learns that a key lead, Felix Metzer, has vanished, and his staff and allies begin tracing Hugo's money and connections. At the same time, Sloane discovers files concerning Mary Louise Upshaw, the imprisoned mother of Simon's protégé Allen Upshaw. Mary Louise received an extreme twenty-year sentence for a first drug offense after pleading guilty to protect her son, and Sloane decides to pursue justice in Simon's name.
Flashbacks reveal why Sloane and Lucian's connection is so fraught. As teenagers, Lucian found warmth and stability with the Walton family while enduring abuse from his father, Ansel Rollins. Sloane became his secret refuge, but when Ansel's violence escalated, she called 911 despite Lucian's pleas not to involve police. Corrupt police chief Wylie Ogden arrested Lucian as the aggressor, and Lucian spent six terrible days in jail. Sloane later gathered proof of Ansel's abuse, suffering a badly broken wrist when she intervened, which helped free Lucian and imprison Ansel. Lucian nevertheless carried rage, shame, and a sense of betrayal for decades.
In the present, Sloane's friends Naomi, Knox, Nash, Lina, Stef, and Jeremiah try to support her through grief and dating misadventures. Lucian keeps drifting back into her orbit, secretly funding her library grant, paying for Simon's experimental cancer treatment, and helping Karen, while insisting he does not love Sloane. Their antagonism repeatedly turns intimate. After a one-night agreement in a D.C. hotel becomes an ongoing affair, both deny the emotional stakes even as their friends see the truth. Lucian alternates between possessive devotion and withdrawal, convinced that proximity to him endangers Sloane.
Mary Louise's case gains traction when attorney Fran Vereen takes it pro bono and frames Sloane as the public advocate. That attention provokes threats: an anonymous note at the library, frozen rats on Sloane's porch, a masked parking-lot attack warning her to abandon the case, and an assault on Mary Louise in prison. Lucian suspects Hugo may be using Sloane as leverage, and his fears deepen after Hugo's men threaten people connected to him. He publicly dates other women as decoys, hoping to signal that Sloane means nothing, but this only wounds her and exposes his inability to choose happiness openly.
The danger escalates when Sloane is trapped in an arson fire at the library. She survives with help from responding officers, but the building is badly damaged and the fire is proved deliberate. Lucian races back, climbs into her house when she will not answer the door, bathes the soot from her skin, and decides that distance has failed. He moves into her life, arranging security, rebuilding plans, and temporary library solutions, while trying to convince Sloane that he now wants commitment, marriage, and family. Sloane, still wary of his control and past abandonment, resists being ordered into trust.
Hugo finally confronts Lucian directly at a restaurant, appearing as Kayla Rollins's date and demanding federal evidence and money within forty-eight hours. Sloane stands up to Hugo, and Lucian vows to dismantle him. Maureen Fitzgerald supplies crucial intelligence, and Sloane discovers the missing link: Hugo's shell companies connect to private prisons, including the facility tied to Mary Louise's mistreatment and Duncan Hugo's fears. Lucian's team, including Nolan, Lina, Nallana, Prairie, Grace, and Special Agent Idler, uses the evidence to trigger coordinated arrests. Hugo's assets are frozen, his officers are arrested, and prison insiders begin turning state's evidence.
With Hugo neutralized, Sloane and Lucian still must resolve their personal history. In a session with Emry Sadik, Lucian admits he blamed Sloane for the 911 call because it represented his failure to protect his mother and his fear of becoming like Ansel. Sloane explains that she acted to stop him from crossing a line he could not return from. Lucian apologizes, accepts responsibility, and begins proving consistency rather than relying on grand declarations. He later undergoes a vasectomy reversal to show he is serious about the family Sloane wants, then proposes on her porch with Knox and Nash's chaotic help. Sloane accepts.
Another threat remains hidden in the past. As the FBI bribery probe implicates Judge Dirk Atkins in the private-prison scheme, Sloane notices Wylie Ogden's name on Mary Louise's old arrest report. That night, Wylie and Atkins invade Sloane's home to silence her and stage another fire. Wylie kills Atkins, then turns on Sloane, confessing he added Nash to Felix Metzer's hit list and killed Tate Dilton to protect himself. Lucian arrives amid gunfire, helps Sloane escape, fights Wylie, is wounded, and chooses to subdue rather than kill him. Nash arrests Wylie, closing the circle on the corruption that harmed Lucian, Sloane, Nash, and Mary Louise.
The novel resolves in celebration and rebuilding. At Nash and Lina's wedding, Sloane and Lucian choose Christmas Eve for their own wedding, transforming a painful season into a promise. On Christmas Eve, they marry at home, honor Simon through the newly endowed Simon Walton Foundation, and plan to foster after their honeymoon. Years later, Lucian and Sloane host a crowded holiday anniversary gathering with their adopted children, biological children, grandchild, friends, and extended family, showing the life of safety, love, and legacy they built from what they once left behind.
Characters
- Sloane WaltonSloane is the grieving Knockemout librarian whose father's death pushes her to pursue family, justice, and legacy. Her advocacy for Mary Louise Upshaw and her turbulent romance with Lucian drive both the suspense plot and the emotional reconciliation at the center of the book.
- Lucian RollinsLucian is a powerful D.C. consultant and Sloane's long-estranged love, shaped by childhood abuse and a need for control. He secretly protects Sloane and the Waltons, works to destroy Anthony Hugo's criminal network, and must learn to stop equating love with distance.
- Simon WaltonSimon is Sloane's late father, whose kindness, mentorship, and legal advocacy shape the entire story. His support of Lucian and Allen Upshaw inspires Sloane's legal-aid work and later the Simon Walton Foundation.
- Karen WaltonKaren is Sloane's mother and Simon's widow, grieving while still nudging Sloane and Lucian toward honesty. Her affection for Lucian reveals his long-standing place in the Walton family.
- Maeve WaltonMaeve is Sloane's sister, a protective family presence who helps investigate Mary Louise's case. Her secret history with Kurt Michaels becomes a secondary romance that resolves alongside Sloane's.
- ChloeChloe is Maeve's daughter, whose fashion-forward humor and blunt affection lighten family scenes. She embraces Lucian's entry into the family and celebrates Sloane's wedding plans.
- Ansel RollinsAnsel is Lucian's abusive father, whose violence creates the teenage crisis that fractures Lucian and Sloane. Even after his death, his damage shapes Lucian's fear that he is too broken for love or family.
- Kayla RollinsKayla is Lucian's mother, a survivor of Ansel's abuse whose avoidance and dependency strain her relationship with Lucian. Her accidental connection to Anthony Hugo forces Sloane to confront her and later leaves room for reconciliation.
- Naomi Witt-MorganNaomi is Sloane's close friend and one of her main sources of emotional support. She helps with grief, dating, library recovery, and the Mary Louise campaign while representing the found-family network around Sloane.
- Knox MorganKnox is Naomi's husband and Nash's brother, a gruff but loyal friend who helps manage Lucian and Sloane's conflict. He supports Sloane after the arson and participates in Lucian's proposal.
- Nash MorganNash is Knockemout's police chief and Lina's partner, responsible for investigating threats against Sloane. His past targeting on Hugo's hit list connects the local danger to the larger criminal conspiracy.
- Lina SolavitaLina is Nash's fiancée and later wife, a sharp consultant who joins Lucian's firm and helps with the Hugo investigation. She supports Sloane through danger, romance turmoil, and the Mary Louise case.
- Stefan LiaoStefan is Sloane's stylish friend who provides humor, emotional support, and dating help. His relationship with Jeremiah deepens into an engagement, reflecting the broader found-family theme.
- JeremiahJeremiah is Stefan's partner, a warm member of the friend group who supports Sloane and documents many chaotic group moments. He proposes to Stefan during the wedding-week celebrations.
- WaylayWaylay is Naomi's daughter and part of the younger generation around the Knockemout family. In the future, she becomes Caden's partner and Amara's mother.
- Mary Louise UpshawMary Louise is Allen's mother, imprisoned for an excessive drug sentence after protecting her son. Her case becomes Sloane's major justice project and exposes corruption tied to private prisons.
- Allen UpshawAllen is a law student mentored and financially helped by Simon Walton. His mother's wrongful sentence draws Sloane into the legal fight that uncovers wider corruption.
- Anthony HugoAnthony Hugo is the crime boss Lucian works to bring down. His network of intimidation, shell companies, private-prison influence, and threats against Sloane creates the book's main suspense conflict.
- Duncan HugoDuncan is Anthony Hugo's jailed son, pressured by Lucian for information. His fear of transfer to Lucrum helps reveal the importance of Hugo-controlled prisons.
- Felix MetzerFelix is a missing and later murdered criminal middleman tied to Hugo's informant list. His connections to Maureen Fitzgerald and Tate Dilton help Lucian trace the conspiracy.
- Maureen FitzgeraldMaureen is a high-end madam and Felix's cousin who becomes a key source for Lucian. Her intelligence helps identify shell companies and accelerate Anthony Hugo's downfall.
- Wylie OgdenWylie is the former police chief who protected Ansel, helped frame teenage Lucian, and later tries to eliminate Sloane. His confession and arrest expose his role in older and newer crimes.
- Judge Dirk AtkinsJudge Atkins is the corrupt judge who imposed Mary Louise's harsh sentence and later blocks early efforts to reduce it. His connection to prison kickbacks makes him part of the conspiracy Sloane helps uncover.
- Tate DiltonTate is a disgraced deceased cop initially believed to be central to Nash's targeting. The investigation later reveals he was tied to Hugo's circle but also used by Wylie as part of a deeper cover-up.
- Nolan GrahamNolan is Lucian's ex-U.S. Marshal employee and investigative ally. He helps trace Hugo's finances, supports Lucian in dangerous operations, and becomes part of the extended friend circle.
- Petula ReubenaPetula is Lucian's formidable assistant and office gatekeeper. She manages his world with blunt efficiency and becomes a witness to his gradual softening around Sloane.
- Emry SadikEmry is Lucian's friend and former therapist, the person most willing to challenge his emotional avoidance. He helps Lucian confront trauma, apologize to Sloane, and rebuild trust through action.
- Fran VereenFran is the attorney who takes Mary Louise's case pro bono. Her legal strategy and public-pressure campaign move the case from a personal concern to a broader challenge against corruption.
- GraceGrace is Lucian's head of security, responsible for protecting Sloane, Kayla, and the wider circle as threats escalate. She also coordinates practical security during the Hugo takedown.
- Nallana JonesNallana is a private investigator used by Lucian for sensitive evidence gathering. She supplies damaging files and helps press sources during the race to dismantle Hugo.
- PrairiePrairie is the cybersecurity specialist who helps Lucian's team trace shell companies and ownership links. Her work supports the discovery of Hugo's private-prison network.
- HollyHolly is a young employee at Lucian's firm who was previously helped through his housing program. When Hugo's men threaten her, Lucian's protective retaliation shows both his ruthlessness and loyalty.
- Kurt MichaelsKurt is a kind teacher whom Sloane briefly dates while trying to move on from Lucian. His lingering love for Maeve redirects his role into a secondary reconciliation.
- Bean TaylorBean is the diner manager and server who repeatedly appears during tense Knockemout encounters. Her practical care and comic timing anchor several community scenes.
- JamalJamal is a librarian who works with Sloane and helps maintain library programs before and after the arson. He discovers the threatening note that marks a major escalation against Sloane.
- BlazeBlaze is a library board member and volunteer who supports Sloane's inclusive programming and recovery efforts. She helps keep the library community functioning amid crisis.
- AgathaAgatha is Blaze's wife and a fellow library supporter. She assists with board duties, events, and practical cleanup when Sloane is pulled into larger conflicts.
- Meow MeowMeow Meow is Sloane's judgmental cat, a recurring domestic presence in Sloane and Lucian's shared life. She also trips Wylie during his attack, giving Sloane crucial seconds to escape.
- CadenCaden is one of Sloane and Lucian's adopted children in the future epilogue. As an adult, he is Waylay's partner and Amara's father, showing the family Sloane and Lucian built.
- CaitlinCaitlin is one of Sloane and Lucian's adopted children in the future epilogue. Her place in the family reflects their decision to foster and adopt after marriage.
- Simon RollinsSimon Rollins is Sloane and Lucian's biological son in the future epilogue, named in honor of Sloane's father. His presence completes Lucian's movement from rejecting parenthood to embracing family.
- JulianaJuliana is one of Sloane and Lucian's children in the future epilogue. She is part of the large household that demonstrates their long-term healing and stability.
- AmaraAmara is Lucian and Sloane's first grandchild, the daughter of Caden and Waylay. Her presence in the bonus epilogue emphasizes the generational legacy of the family they created.
Themes
Things We Left Behind turns a combustible enemies-to-lovers romance into a story about what people inherit from trauma—and what they choose to build in its place. Lucy Score’s central question is not simply whether Sloane and Lucian will reunite, but whether love can survive years of fear, secrecy, and misguided protection.
- Love as protection, and the danger of control. Lucian spends much of the novel trying to keep Sloane safe by managing information, distance, money, and security. He funds Simon’s treatment, helps Karen, supports the library, and later installs cameras and guards, but often does so without consent. His belief that hiding what he values will protect it echoes the childhood bike he kept from Ansel. The book gradually challenges this: distance does not save Sloane from threats, the library fire, or Wylie. Real love requires partnership, not surveillance.
- Trauma, blame, and healing. The flashbacks to Ansel’s abuse reveal why Lucian equates violence, masculinity, and danger. His long resentment over Sloane’s 911 call is rooted in terror: he feared she left his mother vulnerable and feared he might become his father. Their therapy confrontation with Emry reframes the past. Sloane did not betray him; she repeatedly stepped between him and destruction. Healing begins when Lucian accepts accountability instead of blame.
- Legacy and repair. Simon Walton’s death shapes the whole novel. His mentorship of Allen, his legal files, and his moral example inspire Sloane’s pursuit of Mary Louise Upshaw’s case and later the Simon Walton Foundation. Lucian’s hidden generosity also extends Simon’s legacy: he pays for treatment, supports civic projects, and finally turns his resources toward public good rather than private damage.
- Justice versus revenge. Lucian’s campaign against Anthony Hugo begins as a controlled vendetta, full of threats, shell companies, and intimidation. Sloane’s work on Mary Louise’s wrongful sentence broadens the meaning of justice, exposing corrupt courts, private prisons, and Wylie’s old abuses of power. The novel distinguishes revenge from repair: true justice frees the vulnerable and dismantles systems, not merely enemies.
- Chosen family and communal resilience. Knockemout’s friends are comic relief, meddlers, protectors, and witnesses. Naomi, Lina, Knox, Nash, Stef, Jeremiah, and others force Lucian and Sloane out of isolation. By the epilogues, the house overflowing with children, pets, holidays, and foster-family love shows the book’s deepest resolution: what was left behind can become the foundation for something larger, warmer, and shared.