Knockemout, #3
Things We Left Behind
by Lucy Score
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Overview
In a pivotal flashback, teenage Lucian suffers escalating abuse from his father but finds stability with the Walton family and a secret sanctuary with Sloane. Sloane tends his injuries, they negotiate dangerous promises about police and involvement, and Lucian accepts sacrificing college to protect his mother, cementing their intense, covert bond.
Summary
On a quiet Sunday, teenage Lucian plays chess with Simon Walton, absorbing lessons about strategy and self-control amid the Waltons’ affectionate, messy kitchen. Karen Walton returns with groceries, and Lucian learns Sloane is on a date, sparking jealousy he hides. The Waltons’ warmth contrasts with the rigid, volatile atmosphere in Lucian’s home.
That night, Lucian’s father returns drunk and violent, mocking Lucian’s chess book and beating him until Lucian finally lands a retaliatory blow. Lucian tends to his injuries, worries for his mother, and wrestles with festering anger and the impossibility of leaving for college without abandoning her.
Hearing Sloane at her window, Lucian climbs into her room despite fears of tainting her life. Sloane notices his bleeding lip, gently cleans him up, and lightens the moment with banter about school and her supposed “street cred.” She reveals she dated Jonah only to break up with him, validating Lucian’s warnings.
When Sloane suggests going to the police, Lucian refuses, citing the police chief’s friendship with his father and insisting it would make things worse. They strike fraught promises: Sloane will not call the cops, and Lucian will protect himself. He also forbids her from intervening or drawing attention, prioritizing her safety over his own.
They acknowledge the cost: Lucian will forgo college to keep his mother safe. Nestled in Sloane’s fortress of pillows, they listen to Shania Twain, exchanging comfort and unspoken longing. The music and closeness momentarily let Lucian imagine a different life, and he stays beyond “three songs,” their secret bond sealed by tenderness and shared risk.
Who Appears
- Lucian RollinsTeen protagonist; abused by his father, mentored by the Waltons, deepens a secret, protective bond with Sloane.
- Sloane WaltonTends Lucian’s injuries, breaks up with Jonah, presses for police help, promises secrecy, offers comfort and music.
- Simon WaltonNeighbor mentor; teaches Lucian chess and strategy, models calm, affectionate fatherhood.
- Karen WaltonWarm maternal presence; welcomes Lucian, voices concern about football injuries.
- Lucian’s fatherViolent, drunken abuser; mocks Lucian’s interests and escalates physical assault.
- Lucian’s motherFrightened and withdrawn; minimizes abuse, depends on Lucian’s presence for safety.
- Wylie OgdenPolice chief and father’s friend; past leniency makes reporting the abuse futile.
- Jonah BluthSloane’s brief date; she dumps him, validating Lucian’s low opinion.