Contents
Part Two: Eloise — Chapter 1
Overview
Eloise, raised in an abusive evangelical home, becomes a New York artist and new mother in 2001. Postpartum psychosis escalates into near filicide, ER visits, and failed treatments. On September 11, she witnesses the attacks, decides her family is safest without her, and vanishes—transforming into the ghost Molly grew up without.
Summary
In summer 2001, Eloise Ambrose—an artist in Washington Heights—awaits jet-lagged husband Adam at their diner while news of Andrea Yates unsettles her pregnant mind. She works on a protective phoenix mosaic, reflecting on turning broken pieces beautiful. Flashbacks reveal her Alabama childhood: a domineering preacher father Ezekiel, medicated mother Euphemia, adored sister Adie, purity rites, and escalating abuse masked as piety. Art becomes Eloise’s hidden refuge.
After a vivid labor dream, Eloise delivers Molly precipitously. Early joy is followed by sleepless vigilance, intrusive fears, and hyperawareness. Alone while Adam travels, she spirals—paranoia about surveillance, obsessive safety rituals, and an injury with a craft knife. A midwife’s platitudes fail. Psychiatrist Dr. Kumon in the World Trade Center prescribes Zoloft; Eloise has a terrifying reaction and is hospitalized, then misattributed bipolar considered; later thyroiditis is diagnosed and Haldol stopped, but the accusatory inner voice returns.
Interwoven, Eloise discloses past trauma: as a teen she’s publicly humiliated by her father and later discovers he is sexually abusing Adie. Planning escape, Eloise steals church funds; Adie dies by suicide using their mother’s pills. With help from teacher Ms. Robichaud, Eloise runs, renames herself, and attends RISD, building a new life in mosaics.
Back in 2001, the voice pushes Eloise toward drowning Molly; friend Evie intervenes during a blackout-like episode. With Adam away again, Evie escorts Eloise toward a next-day psych appointment downtown. The morning of September 11, Evie keeps sick Molly uptown while Eloise’s cab nears the towers. Eloise witnesses both impacts, falling bodies, and the South Tower collapse. Concluding that leaving is the only way to protect Molly, she fades into the evacuee tide and disappears, effectively ending Eloise Ambrose while ensuring Molly remains with Adam and Evie.
Who Appears
- Eloise Ambrose (née Eloise Mills/Owens)Protagonist; mosaic artist and new mother suffering postpartum psychosis; traumatic evangelical upbringing; witnesses 9/11 and chooses to disappear to protect Molly.
- Adam AmbroseEloise’s husband; supportive but traveling engineer; urges treatment; nearly present at WTC for appointment; devoted father to Molly.
- Molly AmbroseNewborn daughter; briefly imperiled during Eloise’s psychosis; later feverish; remains safe with Evie on 9/11.
- Evie D’AddarioEloise’s best friend; intervenes during near-drowning, cares for Molly, and coordinates emergency help; plans to meet psychiatrist.
- Reverend Ezekiel OwensEloise’s abusive evangelical father; performs public punishments; sexually abuses Adie; catalyst for Eloise’s escape.
- Adie OwensEloise’s beloved younger sister; victim of their father’s abuse; dies by suicide, haunting Eloise’s motherhood.
- Euphemia OwensEloise’s mother; medicated, passive, maintains purity norms; fails to protect Adie.
- Dr. KumonPsychiatrist in the World Trade Center; prescribes Zoloft; schedules follow-up Eloise never attends on 9/11.
- Ms. RobichaudHigh school art teacher who shelters Eloise post-Adie’s death and helps launch her escape and art path.
- Henry LavalleCharismatic teen who flirts with Eloise; sketch triggers public shaming by her father.
- MaeveHudson View waitress; warm presence around Eloise before and after Molly’s birth.
- PediatricianExamines newborn Molly; reassures Eloise about normal weight loss and feeding.
- MidwifeOffers surface-level advice (tea, yoga) that fails to address Eloise’s crisis.