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The witness begins by tempering expectations of unrelenting horror, noting that many Gilead children experienced love alongside oppressive norms. She asks that the good she knew not be dismissed even as Gilead itself should pass away.

She describes school rules: color-coded dresses by season and occasion, strict coverage to shield men from temptation. Aunt Vidala taught that girls’ bodies provoked male lust and doom, imagery that fueled the witness’s nightmares. In contrast, Aunt Estée softened the message, promising wise husband selection and future marital contentment.

Despite Aunt Estée’s reassurances, Aunt Vidala’s fear prevailed, leaving the witness dreading marriage. She outlines social hierarchies: special girls like her wore pink, white, and plum and were pre-chosen for elite husbands, while Econogirls wore striped uniforms and learned plainer skills, though beauty could later elevate them.

The witness judges her own looks as plain but emphasizes she was “doubly chosen”: destined to marry a Commander and chosen by her mother, Tabitha. Tabitha’s cherished story claimed she used a magic ring to free the witness from witches’ captivity in a forest castle, selecting her from many girls and bringing her to safety.

As Tabitha retells the tale—coughing, urging silence, and describing their escape—the witness recalls a hazy memory of running and hiding, hinting the story may mask an adoption or removal. The chapter closes with the witness affirming happiness and luck while nestled against Tabitha’s fragile, pounding heart, capturing the intimate bond entwined with Gilead’s controlling myths.