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Agnes narrates Jade’s messy habits, irreverence, and defiance of rules, which aggravate daily life with Agnes and Becka. Jade dismisses belief in God, provoking Becka, and practices intense workouts and self-defense, challenging Gilead’s norms. Their exchange exposes victim-blaming assumptions that Jade rejects.

Aunt Lydia summons Agnes and Becka and instructs them to teach Jade “safer ways,” framing Jade’s behavior as ignorance from Canada and counseling patience. Agnes, meanwhile, questions whether pursuing Aunt power will harden and corrupt her nature.

At the Hildegard Library, a Bloodlines file—clearly placed by Aunt Lydia—appears on Agnes’s desk. It details Commander Kyle’s line and reveals that Agnes’s biological mother is an escaped Handmaid now in Canada, identified as a Mayday intelligence operative; her biological father is also in Canada and linked to Mayday. Agnes reflects on her erased memories and longing for connection.

Turning the page, Agnes discovers her mother had a second child: Nicole. She realizes the celebrated “Baby Nicole” is her younger sister, with a handwritten note stating that Baby Nicole is currently in Gilead. Feeling gratitude, fear, and entanglement, Agnes questions loyalties and, on impulse, steals and hides the pages with the photographs despite the grave risk.