The Expanse, #3
Abaddon's Gate
by James S. A. Corey
Contents
Chapter Thirty-Six: Holden
Overview
Holden is transferred from the surrendered Martian ship to the Behemoth, where Captain Pa grants him limited freedom. He reveals he can help lift the station’s lockdown. Guided by Anna, Holden reunites with his injured crew and learns Melba is Clarissa Mao. After anger and debate, he agrees to keep Clarissa’s crimes secret to prevent her execution, though he refuses to forgive her.
Summary
Martian marines remove Holden from his cell on the Hammurabi, explaining he is being evacuated as part of a surrender. Exhausted troops accompany him on a skiff to the Behemoth, where OPA personnel accept custody. Captain Pa grants Holden shipwide liberty under strict debriefing conditions.
Holden immediately tells Captain Pa he knows how to lower the station’s alert state so it can lift the speed restriction, recounting his encounters with Miller and the plan. Pa withholds judgment and departs to handle security issues, leaving Holden to seek his crew in the medical bay.
On the drum walkway, Anna approaches Holden, asks him to keep quiet about “Melba,” and explains that Naomi was badly injured during Melba’s attack. Anna reveals Melba is Clarissa Mao. Reeling, Holden asks to see Naomi; Anna leads him to the Rocinante crew’s room.
Holden reunites with Naomi, Alex, and Amos, confirming they all survived the slowdown injuries and Naomi’s subsequent assault. Anna then asks the group not to publicize Clarissa’s confession to prevent her likely execution. Naomi agrees to stay quiet, but Holden, enraged by the harm done, refuses.
Alex challenges Holden’s perspective, pointing out Naomi’s greater claim to forgiveness. Confronted with Naomi’s choice, Holden relents. He resolves not to expose Clarissa to the UN as a favor to Anna and in deference to Naomi, while making clear he will never forgive Clarissa. Amos concurs to hold back for now, but warns he’s ready to act if things change.
Who Appears
- James HoldenEvacuated from Martian custody to the Behemoth; claims he can end the station lockdown; reunites with crew; agrees to keep Clarissa’s crimes quiet but with no forgiveness.
- Annushka "Anna" VolovodovAppeals to Holden and the Roci crew to conceal Clarissa’s confession to prevent execution; escorts Holden to Naomi; reveals Melba is Clarissa Mao.
- Naomi NagataInjured from Melba’s attack; reunites with Holden; chooses to keep quiet about Clarissa, influencing Holden’s decision.
- Alex KamalRecovers with the crew; pointedly challenges Holden’s anger, prompting Holden to relent on exposing Clarissa.
- Amos BurtonRecuperating; grateful to Anna; agrees to keep quiet about Clarissa for now but remains ready to act if needed.
- Captain PaBehemoth’s captain; accepts Martian surrender, grants Holden conditional liberty, and hears his plan to lower the station’s alert.
- Clarissa Mao (Melba)Offstage antagonist revealed; attacker of the Roci and Naomi; her confession is kept secret to avoid her execution.
- Mister GutmansdottirBehemoth security officer; flags contraband among prisoners and pulls Captain Pa away.
- Sergeant Alexander VerbinskiMartian marine who formally transfers Holden and crew to the Behemoth under surrender terms.