He Who Fights with Monsters, #1
He Who Fights with Monsters
by Shirtaloon
Contents
41. Vulnerable and Exposed
Overview
Jason reconciles with Farrah and recommits to training while grappling with his shaken principles. Farrah demonstrates aura suppression, revealing Jason’s constant sense of vulnerability. Rufus plans lighter training and city exploration to stabilize him. Applying Rufus’s guidance, Jason finally activates his shadow-teleport—and promptly crashes into a restaurant.
Summary
Jason begins by apologizing to Farrah for accusing her of callousness, admitting his ideals are under strain in a world where his choices have real consequences. Farrah acknowledges hard choices define adventurers and urges Jason to lean on training for stability, which he accepts amid his fear of losing himself.
Jason throws himself into routine: mornings with Gary, afternoons with Farrah, and solo practice attempting his most anticipated ability, Path of Shadows. Despite instinctive knowledge, he repeatedly fails, feeling his old-world beliefs conflict with the new instinct of teleportation. Rufus advises him to shift focus outward—probe and understand shadows with aura projection to reconcile that inner conflict.
In meditation training, Farrah introduces the third aura aspect, suppression. She demonstrates by clamping down on Jason’s aura, but he remains calm, explaining that constant disorientation since arrival has normalized feeling vulnerable. Farrah later tells Rufus and Gary that Jason’s isolation runs deeper than they realized; Rufus concludes structure helps him and plans to lighten training while he administers intake field tests, giving Jason time to see ordinary life in the city.
As evening falls, Jason applies Rufus’s counsel, extending his aura into the awning’s shadow until it feels substantive and familiar. When his power and the shadow connect, he is abruptly pulled through—only to emerge high above the street and crash into a restaurant’s outdoor table. Bruised but elated, he heals with a potion and signals success to Rufus: he has finally activated his shadow-teleport.
Who Appears
- Jason AsanoProtagonist; apologizes to Farrah, trains intensely, unfazed by aura suppression, and finally unlocks shadow-teleport, crashing into a restaurant.
- FarrahMentor; discusses hard choices, teaches aura suppression, notes Jason’s deep isolation, and supports easing his routine.
- Rufus RemoreMentor; advises Jason to understand shadows with aura, plans lighter training and city exploration while away on field tests.
- Gary KnightsbaneTeammate; trains Jason physically, suggests showing Jason normal city life to ground him.