Chapter 36

Becky interrupts Evie and Tatianna as they pack healing supplies for an imminent horseback journey, nervous about a “delicate” matter. Pressed to speak, Becky confesses an infatuation with Blade, resisting Evie’s teasing about having a crush and bristling at her own loss of composure around him.

The conversation softens as Evie and Tatianna promise discretion. Becky admits she has armored herself against affection to survive brothers, colleagues, and authority, and fears she has forgotten how to give or receive care. Evie points to Becky’s gentle rapport with Lyssa as proof she can.

Tatianna acknowledges her own complications, still loving her ex-betrothed, Clare. The three sit together, sharing quiet; Becky observes that adulthood tangles love. They hold hands, creating a safe, supportive space amid looming danger.

Seeking guidance, Becky confesses she doesn’t know how to flirt. Tatianna jokes about Evie’s chaos around Trystan, and Evie admits she often loses control. They counsel Becky that flirting is playful honesty, not performance; her directness is likely what Blade values.

Buoyed by reassurance, Becky recognizes the unique comfort of female friendship she never had with siblings. Evie and Tatianna embrace her as a sister. The chapter closes on Becky’s fear that having something precious—this bond and possible love—means it can be taken away as the perilous journey begins.