Cover of It Starts with Us (It Ends with Us, #2)

It Ends with Us, #2

It Starts with Us

by Colleen Hoover


Genre
Romance, Contemporary, Fiction
Year
2022
Pages
352
Contents

Chapter Four: Lily

Overview

Lily’s uneasy co-parenting arrangement with Ryle reaches a turning point when Lily asks for Lily’s apartment key back. Ryle’s defensive reaction and custody threat confirm Lily’s fear that Ryle still expects access and control, while Lily’s written list of Ryle’s abuse reinforces why Lily must protect Emerson and maintain boundaries. The chapter strengthens the obstacle between Lily and Atlas: Lily wants a future with Atlas, but Lily must first make her life with Ryle safer and clearer.

Summary

Lily reflects on the unusual arrangement she has maintained with Ryle since Emerson was born: they filed divorce papers while signing their daughter’s birth certificate, yet Lily has tried to help Ryle bond with Emerson. Because Ryle’s surgical schedule is unpredictable, Lily has often cooperated with visits, including letting Ryle keep the apartment key he originally received in case Lily went into labor.

When Lily comes home, Ryle is already in Lily’s kitchen after bringing Emerson home and putting Emerson to bed. Ryle has bought Lily dinner from her favorite Thai restaurant, which makes Lily uneasy because Ryle has been acting increasingly comfortable in Lily’s apartment. Lily connects this discomfort to Atlas’s recent text and realizes Lily needs firmer boundaries with Ryle before pursuing anything with Atlas.

During dinner, Lily flinches when Ryle touches Lily’s cheek, and Lily thinks about how any remaining attraction to Ryle has faded because memories of Ryle’s violence always return. When Lily’s phone pings, Lily grabs it quickly, afraid Ryle might see a message from Atlas. The message is only from Lily’s mother, but Ryle notices Lily’s reaction and asks whether Lily is seeing someone.

The conversation shifts from dating to boundaries. Lily tells Ryle that Lily wants Lily’s apartment key back because Lily values privacy. Ryle reacts defensively, framing the request as Lily limiting Ryle’s access to Emerson, then threatens to seek overnights and possibly modify the custody arrangement. Lily stays calm but confronts him, pointing out that asking for the key back should not provoke a court threat.

Ryle asks when Ryle can have Emerson overnight, and Lily says not until Emerson can talk, so Emerson can tell Lily if something happens. Ryle understands the implication, gives Lily the key, and leaves. Lily feels familiar guilt and doubt afterward, but Lily rereads a list of the violent things Ryle did to Lily, reminding Lily that divorcing Ryle and setting boundaries protects both Lily and Emerson.

Who Appears

  • Lily Bloom
    Narrator; sets boundaries with Ryle and reaffirms why divorcing him protects Emerson.
  • Ryle Kincaid
    Lily’s ex-husband; oversteps in Lily’s apartment and reacts defensively to losing access.
  • Emerson
    Lily and Ryle’s infant daughter; central to custody, safety, and co-parenting tensions.
  • Atlas Corrigan
    Lily’s potential romantic future; his text heightens Lily’s concern about Ryle’s reaction.
  • Lily’s mother
    Sends photos of Emerson, unintentionally triggering Ryle’s suspicion about Lily’s phone.
  • Allysa
    Mentioned as someone Ryle visited with Emerson during his day with her.
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