Gods & Monsters, #1
The Book of Azrael
by Amber V. Nicole
Contents
Chapter 11 – Liam
Overview
As Dianna remains unconscious in captivity, Liam records her rare powers and prepares to interrogate her, focusing on the threat posed by her possible allies. A memory of Liam’s parents reveals the competing lessons that shaped his view of monsters, beauty, and danger. The chapter deepens Liam’s self-loathing as he adopts his father’s harsh certainty while fearing he is forever the World Ender.
Summary
Dianna has been unconscious for at least a day after Liam’s capture of her, and Vincent wonders whether she might be dead. Liam knows she is alive because he can still sense her power from several floors above, though the feeling makes him ill. While Logan cuts away the burned remains of Liam’s hair, Liam, Vincent, Logan, and Neverra discuss Dianna’s unusual abilities: regeneration, darkness manipulation, shapeshifting, and a beast form resembling legends of the Four Kings of Yejedin.
Vincent’s mention of Liam’s old work as a bestiary scribe triggers a memory from Liam’s childhood on Rashearim. As a young Samkiel, Liam sits in a garden with his mother, Adelphia, practicing drawing creatures instead of fighting. Adelphia teaches Samkiel that something beautiful can be deadly, using a toxic flower as an example, and warns that appearances can deceive.
Liam’s father arrives from battle and praises Samkiel’s drawing, but when Adelphia repeats the lesson about deceptive appearances, Liam’s father counters that a monster remains a monster no matter how pretty it looks. The memory underscores the conflicting lessons that shaped Liam: Adelphia’s more nuanced view of danger and Liam’s father’s harsher certainty.
Liam returns to the present when Logan finishes cutting his hair. The new short hair and trimmed beard make Liam feel less like either parent, and he briefly recognizes the change as necessary. Logan, Neverra, and Vincent joke about the past, and Liam longs to feel joy and connection again, but the feeling overwhelms him.
Liam abruptly shuts down the warmth in the room and orders the others to prepare for Dianna’s interrogation. He blames himself for every death and failure under his reign, including not detecting Dianna’s allies sooner. Liam gives Neverra his notes and sketch for the bestiary, repeats his father’s belief that monsters remain monsters, and privately fears he has become like his father. Staring at his reflection, Liam concludes that no outward change can alter the truth he believes about himself: he is Samkiel, the cause of his father’s death and Rashearim’s fall, the World Ender.
Who Appears
- Liam / Samkielnarrator; records Dianna’s powers, recalls childhood, rejects warmth, and embraces command and guilt.
- Diannaunconscious captive Ig’Morruthen whose regeneration, darkness control, shapeshifting, and beast form alarm Liam.
- Logancuts Liam’s burned hair, stays close to Neverra, and supports the coming interrogation.
- Neverrahealed from injury; discusses Dianna’s abilities and receives Liam’s bestiary notes.
- Vincentquestions Dianna’s condition and inadvertently triggers Liam’s memory of scribing.
- AdelphiaLiam’s mother in memory; teaches young Samkiel that beauty and danger can coexist.
- Liam’s fatherappears in memory; praises Samkiel but insists monsters remain monsters despite appearances.