Cover of If Only I Had Told Her (If He Had Been with Me, #2)

If He Had Been with Me, #2

If Only I Had Told Her

by Laura Nowlin


Genre
Young Adult, Romance, Contemporary, Fiction
Year
2023
Pages
300
Contents

Finn — Six

Overview

Finn visits Autumn’s house, finds her devastated after finishing her novel, and comforts her. A brief misstep—his laughter—sparks tension, but they reconnect and agree he’ll read the manuscript after dinner. The moment deepens their intimacy while Finn continues hiding his feelings and planned breakup with Sylvie.

Summary

Finn decides to check on Autumn at Aunt Claire’s house, both to see if she overheard his morning conversation and to be near her while he postpones confessing his feelings and worries about breaking up with Sylvie. Finding the back door unlocked recalls a freshman-year memory of Jamie, underscoring Finn’s long-standing position at the edge of Autumn’s private life.

Upstairs, Finn discovers Autumn in bed, crying. He assumes it’s about Jamie and Sasha, but she reveals she’s mourning the end of her novel, feeling as if her protagonists, Izzy and Aden, are dead. Relieved it’s not a real-world crisis, Finn laughs, unintentionally minimizing her pain.

Autumn, hurt, punches his arm and tells him to stop laughing. Finn apologizes and holds her as she cries again, attuned to her fragility and his own guilty pleasure in being the one to comfort her since Jamie’s exit. He reaffirms his faith in her talent and expresses eagerness to read the manuscript.

Autumn initially refuses, worried he’ll read it too literally, but then agrees to let him read it after dinner. As darkness falls, their closeness lingers; Finn carefully keeps boundaries while savoring the intimacy. They plan to go out, and Finn steps away so she can dress, still torn between desire for Autumn and the looming need to end things with Sylvie.

Who Appears

  • Finn (Phineas)
    Narrator; checks on Autumn, comforts her, mishandles by laughing, then agrees to read her finished novel.
  • Autumn
    Devastated after finishing her novel; cries, rebukes Finn’s laughter, then invites him to read it after dinner.
  • Sylvie
    Finn’s girlfriend abroad; a source of guilt as he plans to break up with her.
  • Jamie
    Autumn’s ex; remembered via a past incident; Autumn dismisses caring about him now.
  • Aunt Claire
    Owner of the house; absent, her home is where Finn finds and comforts Autumn.
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