Cover of If Only I Had Told Her (If He Had Been with Me, #2)

If He Had Been with Me, #2

If Only I Had Told Her

by Laura Nowlin


Genre
Young Adult, Romance, Contemporary, Fiction
Year
2023
Pages
300
Contents

Finn — Ten

Overview

After their first time together, Finn and Autumn clarify years of misunderstandings. Autumn reveals she never realized Finn’s love and drifted away seeking popularity, while Finn explains how he dated Sylvie. They mutually confess lasting love, decide to be together, and Finn agrees he must end things with Sylvie immediately.

Summary

In the afterglow of their first time, Autumn says she loves Finn and asks to be held. Finn, euphoric, confirms he loves her too, but notices Autumn’s uncertainty about whether he meant it and realizes she may not know the depth of his long-standing feelings.

He confronts her gently, assuming she always knew he loved her. Autumn is genuinely confused. As they revisit childhood, Finn cites fifth grade and Donnie Banks’s taunt as proof everyone knew. Autumn insists she never realized he liked her that way and denies leaving him because of it.

Autumn explains she drifted away in middle school because she enjoyed no longer being “the weird girl” and got caught up in popularity. She says Finn’s unexpected kiss later frightened her; she thought he might be “experimenting.” Finn’s perspective shatters—memories of shame and perceived rejection are recast as misunderstandings she never perceived.

When Autumn asks about Sylvie, Finn recounts that he tried befriending the cheerleaders to be near Autumn, misread signals, and, after pressure from Alexis and seeing Autumn with another guy, asked Sylvie out. He cared for Sylvie and feels she needed him, but his love for Autumn was different and enduring.

Finn asks if Autumn truly loves him; she affirms she does, maybe “since forever,” admitting it to herself two years ago. They agree they are together now, joking about the “girlfriend” label. Autumn reminds Finn he must break up with Sylvie; he promises to do it today. They cuddle as Autumn sleeps, while Finn lies awake, overwhelmed by the revelations and their new commitment.

Who Appears

  • Finn (Phineas Smith)
    Narrator; confirms enduring love, confronts past misunderstandings, explains Sylvie, commits to Autumn, vows to end things with Sylvie.
  • Autumn
    Admits love, reveals she never knew Finn’s feelings, left for popularity, clarifies fears about their kiss, commits to being with Finn.
  • Sylvie
    Discussed as Finn’s girlfriend; he cared for her but loved Autumn differently; Finn plans to break up with her today.
  • Alexis
    Mentioned in flashback; pressured Finn about leading Sylvie on, prompting him to start dating Sylvie.
  • Jamie
    Referenced as Autumn’s past boyfriend whose jealousy complicated Finn and Autumn spending time together.
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