If He Had Been with Me
by Laura Nowlin
Contents
Chapter 26
Overview
Autumn injures her eye while sledding with Jamie, turning a joke into concern at home. During dinner to meet Aunt Angelina’s boyfriend, Finny carefully tends Autumn, revealing calm competence and a new interest in medicine. Their quiet TV talk exposes clashing futures—Finny urging her writing as Autumn imagines marriage to Jamie—widening their emotional distance.
Summary
At Noah’s hill, the group spends the afternoon sledding. After resisting the boys’ dangerous ramp, Autumn finally agrees to ride with Jamie. They hit the jump, collide midair, and Autumn lands with a painful blow to her eye from Jamie’s head. Friends fuss over her, and the injury becomes a joking story as the shock fades.
Jamie drops Autumn at home before the mall. Inside, her family and Aunt Angelina’s new boyfriend, Kevin, react to her bruised eye. Finny quickly checks her for concussion symptoms and makes a better ice pack using one of Autumn’s socks, offering precise care tips, which impresses the adults.
During dinner, conversation centers on the adults while Autumn and Finny, seated side by side, keep knocking elbows. Afterward they watch TV in silence, a contrast to their former conspiratorial closeness. When Autumn refreshes her ice, Finny asks about the pain and gently teases her about crying at commercials, easing the mood.
Their talk turns to futures. Finny suggests she remove the ice intermittently and, almost offhand, admits he has been considering becoming a doctor. He encourages Autumn’s writing, recalling a sixth‑grade story, but she frames a practical path—marrying Jamie, kids, maybe teaching. Finny questions whether teaching and a conventional life fit her, and his frown signals disapproval and unease about her certainty with Jamie.
The conversation cools. When Finny and his mother leave with Kevin, he offers only a brief goodbye. Later, Autumn finds an old photo of her and Finny placed out on her dresser—likely moved when he took the sock. She hides it deep in the drawer again, deciding she cannot afford to keep him as a friend.
Who Appears
- AutumnNarrator; injures her eye sledding, navigates family dinner, discusses futures with Finny, reburies their old photo to keep distance.
- FinnyChecks Autumn for concussion, makes a sock ice pack, considers medicine, urges her writing, questions her plans with Jamie.
- JamieBoyfriend; rides the ramp with Autumn, accidentally causes her black eye, is affectionate, drops her off before dinner.
- Aunt AngelinaIntroduces her new boyfriend at dinner; jokes about Finny sounding like a doctor.
- KevinAunt Angelina’s new boyfriend; talks sports with Finny and meets the family.
- MomAlarmed by Autumn’s injury, hosts dinner, manages the household response.
- DadConcerned about Autumn’s eye, brings out port after dinner.
- SashaFriend; rides the ramp with Alex, tries to apply snow to Autumn’s eye.
- AlexFriend; builds and tests the ramp, jokes Autumn will have a black eye.
- NoahHost with the big sledding hill; suggests using proper ice instead of snow.
- BrookeFriend; calmly assembles a kitchen ice pack for Autumn.