If He Had Been with Me
by Laura Nowlin
Contents
Chapter 54
Overview
At Autumn’s crowded house party, Jamie captivates the room and she arranges to sneak upstairs with him. After a spill, Autumn helps Finny, who quietly reminds her of her promise not to have sex while drunk. Autumn calls it off, honoring Finny’s boundary as Sylvie pulls Finny away. Angie and Dave announce plans to marry.
Summary
Autumn hosts a crowded, warm house party, drinking white wine from a blue mug and observing friends in costume. Jamie holds court on the coffee table, charming the crowd—including Sylvie—before crossing to Autumn. They agree to meet upstairs discreetly so others won’t follow, and Jamie goes ahead while Autumn plans to bring drinks.
Autumn pauses to chat with Angie and Preppy Dave, who reveal they plan to marry in December and will soon tell their parents. As Autumn turns to leave, she bumps into Finny, spilling his drink on his shirt. Sylvie fusses over Finny, and Autumn ushers them to the kitchen for a towel and offers him a drink from their private stash.
In the kitchen, Brooke and Noah fumble with a makeshift shaker. Autumn equips Finny with a towel, Brooke and Noah mix him a rum drink, and Autumn refills her mug and an extra cup of wine to take upstairs. The three return toward the living room; the hall is clear, and Autumn ducks under the rope blocking the stairs.
At the bottom of the stairs, Finny—his drink untouched—stops Autumn to remind her of her promise: not to do this while she’s drunk. Facing him, Autumn acknowledges the boundary and decides not to go through with her plan with Jamie. As Sylvie calls for Finny from the next room, he turns away, and Autumn stands down from the encounter.
Who Appears
- AutumnParty host; plans to sneak upstairs with Jamie but honors Finny’s reminder not to while drunk.
- Finny (Phineas)Arrives with Sylvie; after a spilled drink, reminds Autumn of her promise; his boundary steers her choice.
- JamieCharms the party with a story; plans a private rendezvous with Autumn upstairs.
- SylvieAttends with Finny; fusses over his spilled drink and later calls him away.
- AngieReveals with Dave their plan to marry; offers friendly cautions to Autumn.
- Preppy DaveAnnounces engagement plans with Angie; lighthearted support to Autumn.
- BrookeIn the kitchen experimenting with drinks; helps mix Finny a rum concoction.
- NoahAttempts a DIY shaker; prepares a rum drink for Finny.