Cover of If He Had Been with Me

If He Had Been with Me

by Laura Nowlin


Genre
Young Adult, Romance, Contemporary, Fiction
Year
2013
Pages
368
Contents

Chapter 67

Overview

Autumn and Finny settle into a soothing routine that helps Autumn stabilize after Jamie’s breakup. On the sixth day, Finny rejoins friends while Autumn rediscovers her writing and momentum. That night, Finny calls her, and they speak across their facing windows, reviving their intimate childhood connection without naming it.

Summary

For five consecutive days, Autumn and Finny follow a healing routine: late breakfasts out, quiet afternoons on Finny’s bed with Autumn reading while Finny games, family dinners with The Mothers, and nightly movies. Afterward, Autumn retreats upstairs and watches Finny through their windows as he takes an 11 p.m. call—likely Sylvie—then reads and sleeps.

Autumn uses watching Finny as a distraction from thoughts of Jamie and self-harm, anchoring herself in the present. She notes his small gestures and finds safety in the ritual.

On the sixth morning, Finny arrives nervous. He explains that Jack called and their friends want to get together, asking if Autumn will be okay alone. Autumn reassures him, says she’s feeling better, and encourages him to go. They share a normal breakfast conversation before he drops her home.

Alone in the quiet house, Autumn naps, then turns to her neglected writing. She reshapes an old piece with a new, honest vision, losing herself in the work. After pizza with Mom and Aunt Angelina, she returns to writing into the evening.

When Finny gets home late, Autumn turns off her lights and watches him. He unexpectedly calls her; they talk while looking at each other across their windows, reminiscing about their childhood “cups and string.” They confirm they can see each other, wave, and exchange soft greetings, signaling a renewed, intimate closeness.

Who Appears

  • Autumn
    Narrator recovering from breakup; finds solace in routine with Finny, resumes writing, and shares a tender cross-window phone call.
  • Finny
    Supports Autumn with daily breakfasts and quiet companionship; reconnects with friends; initiates a cross-window phone call, rekindling closeness.
  • Mom
    Eats pizza with Autumn and Angelina; preoccupied with divorce discussions and lawyers.
  • Aunt Angelina
    Joins pizza dinner and talks with Mom about Autumn’s dad; peripheral support presence.
  • Sylvie
    Finny’s girlfriend, inferred nightly caller around 11 p.m.; remains offstage but present in routine.
  • Jack
    Friend who organizes a group hangout, prompting Finny to check on Autumn’s well-being.
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