If He Had Been with Me
by Laura Nowlin
Contents
Chapter 8
Overview
Autumn hosts a New Year’s party where her friend group bonds over stolen champagne and playful kissing dares. Outside, Autumn and Finny notice each other, exposing to her friends their long-standing family ties. The moment rekindles unspoken comparisons. The night ends with Autumn’s parents returning mid-argument, unsettling her.
Summary
Autumn hosts a New Year’s Eve party so her parents can meet Jamie before their own plans. Jamie impresses her parents, reassuring Autumn that her image at school also reassures her mother. Friends Sasha, Brooke, Angie, Noah, Alex, and Jamie settle in for pizza, a mediocre movie, and teasing banter that drifts to joking about sex.
Near midnight, they gather pots and pans, charge outside, and celebrate loudly. Autumn shares a satisfying midnight kiss with Jamie. She then notices Finny, Sylvie, and their popular friends celebrating across the way. Autumn and Finny exchange a discreet wave, sparking an unspoken competition between the groups for who is happier and louder, until Jamie leads everyone back in by announcing hidden champagne.
Inside, they drink the warm champagne from water glasses, become tipsy, and dare each other to kiss. The group escalates to kissing everyone to seal their bond, then cleans up meticulously. As the boys prepare to leave, Noah mentions seeing Finn Smith wave. Sasha reveals that Autumn and Finny used to be best friends and their families spend holidays together, prompting brief scrutiny of Autumn before the topic is deflected when Autumn teases Sasha about trying out for cheerleading.
With the subject dropped, the girls unroll sleeping bags and gossip about their boyfriends and rival popular girls, with Autumn targeting Sylvie’s smugness and Angie mocking Victoria’s glare. Autumn’s parents return home arguing; her father retreats upstairs while her mother checks on the girls and gives Autumn a searching look. Autumn reflects that Sasha might have added they used to spend New Year’s together too, underscoring Autumn’s lingering ties to Finny beneath the night’s festivities.
Who Appears
- AutumnNarrator hosting New Year’s party; kisses Jamie; discreetly acknowledges Finny; admits family closeness to friends; notes parents’ argument.
- JamieAutumn’s boyfriend; charms her parents; social leader who calls for champagne; joins kissing dares; supportive presence.
- SashaClose friend; nearly divulges more history; reveals Autumn and Finny’s past and family ties; target of teasing over cheer tryout.
- BrookeFriend who smuggles champagne; participates in dares; notices Finny’s wave.
- AngieFriend without a boyfriend; joins gossip; jokes about Victoria’s glare; steady presence.
- NoahFriend who spots Finn waving; participates in group antics and kisses.
- AlexFriend whose mom picks up the boys; joins jokes and group dynamic.
- Finny (Finn) SmithChildhood friend across the street; shares a secret wave with Autumn, prompting group questions.
- SylvieFinny’s girlfriend celebrating with the popular group; subject of Autumn’s irritation.
- Autumn’s motherReturns home arguing with Autumn’s father; pointedly checks on Autumn, adding tension.
- Autumn’s fatherReturns home arguing; goes upstairs without engaging the girls.