Cover of If He Had Been with Me

If He Had Been with Me

by Laura Nowlin


Genre
Young Adult, Romance, Contemporary, Fiction
Year
2013
Pages
368
Contents

Chapter 72

Overview

Autumn goes to a horror movie with Finny and Jack, where Finny’s subtle touch hints at renewed intimacy. Later, while drinking, Jack confronts Autumn and reveals Finny once obsessed over her. This disclosure rattles Autumn and raises the stakes for their next steps, complicating friendships and loyalties.

Summary

At night, Autumn eagerly joins Finny and his friend Jack for a movie. Jack cedes the front seat, and the trio banters uneasily as Finny admits he wants his two best friends to get along. They choose a horror film; Autumn scares easily, and during a tense scene her forehead brushes Finny’s shoulder.

Finny initially pulls away but then drapes an arm along the seat, his fingers lightly resting on Autumn’s shoulder. The small gesture comforts her and signals a growing, unspoken closeness. After the movie, Jack suggests drinking; leveraging his brother’s liquor-store job, they secure alcohol.

Parked behind their mothers’ houses, Jack and Finny share whiskey while Autumn sips a sweet drink Finny picked for her. Finny warns he won’t be able to drive her, so Autumn will stay at his place. When Finny steps inside for a moment, Jack bluntly asks about Jamie and then challenges Autumn’s intentions toward Finny.

Jack reveals that in middle school Finny obsessed over Autumn and cautions her not to mess with Finny’s head if she isn’t serious. The revelation stuns Autumn, confirming Finny’s long-standing feelings. Finny returns with pretzels, and Jack asks Autumn to keep the conversation private; she agrees, insisting it’s not like that, even as she is clearly shaken.

Who Appears

  • Autumn
    Narrator; seeks connection with Finny, is comforted by his subtle touch, drinks with the boys, and is shaken by Jack’s revelation.
  • Finny (Phineas)
    Autumn’s longtime friend; arranges a movie with Jack, offers gentle physical reassurance, supplies drinks, and hosts Autumn for the night.
  • Jack
    Finny’s friend; proposes drinking, presses Autumn about Jamie, and reveals Finny once obsessed over her, cautioning her not to hurt him.
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