If He Had Been with Me
by Laura Nowlin
Contents
Chapter 37
Overview
At a holiday gift exchange, Autumn’s friend group celebrates their closeness, with Jamie leading playful efforts to replace her lost tiara and giving thoughtful mementos. Autumn’s lingering melancholy eases amid shared jokes, budding friendships, and whimsical future plans, culminating in a toast that affirms the group’s unity and her contentment with Jamie.
Summary
On the last day of the semester, Autumn and her friends hold a special gift exchange at their favorite restaurant instead of their usual casual swaps at school. Because Autumn’s first tiara was recently run over, her friends, led by Jamie, each give her a tiara in different colors. Jamie also presents a homemade tiara stand, a meaningful rock, and a burned CD of songs they share, turning the moment playful and personal.
Autumn, who has been shadowed by melancholy for weeks, feels genuinely happy amid the celebration. She gifts Alex a stunt-capable remote car, Angie vintage romance paperbacks, Noah walkie-talkies, and Brooke a silk scarf. For Jamie, she finds a garage-sale Polaroid camera, which Jamie vows to use to document victories and pranks.
Autumn gives Sasha a seemingly withered rose bush that Sasha names Judith; the group jokes as a waiter brings an extra chair for it. Sasha and Alex, once tentative, are now real friends, sharing a private joke over plastic fruit that Jamie promises to decode later. Angie is still with Preppy Dave, who will meet them at the movies, and their easy chemistry is evident.
During a recent double date with Noah and Brooke, the girls dreamed up a shared future, sketching wedding dresses and deciding on swans at a midnight ceremony in an abandoned church, to the boys’ chagrin. The mood is buoyant, and Autumn marvels that she once didn’t know any of them.
Jamie proposes a toast “to us,” and everyone drinks. The toast seals the evening’s theme: strengthened friendships, Autumn’s renewed lightness, and a sense of belonging within the group and with Jamie.
Who Appears
- AutumnNarrator; receives multiple replacement tiaras, feels her recent melancholy lift amid friends and Jamie’s thoughtful gifts.
- JamieAutumn’s boyfriend; orchestrates tiara replacements, gives a tiara stand, rock, and CD, and toasts the group.
- SashaFriend; receives a rose bush she names Judith, bonds playfully with Alex over an inside joke.
- AlexFriend; now genuinely close with Sasha, gives her plastic fruit tied to their private joke.
- AngieFriend; still dating Preppy Dave, shares in the group’s wedding fantasies and evening plans.
- NoahFriend; part of the double-date crowd, teased about future weddings, banters during the toast.
- BrookeFriend; receives a silk scarf, joins the girls’ whimsical double-wedding plans.
- Preppy DaveAngie’s boyfriend; not at dinner but expected to meet them at the movies afterward.